have you ever had that expereience where the guy that broke your heart tells you that he loves you and your heart flutters and you kinda forget how to breathe? That happened to me last night, and to be honest, I was a little scared because I still loved him. I love him more than I ever thought I would and it's strange.... cause well I never thought I could love someone so much after I tried so hard to forget. and I'm with him now and I couldn't be happier, the only thing that ruins it just a little is how he is across the country. yet, when I think about the future and how somehow, someday, he'll be here... With me... and that's all that matters, the future.. well, not entirely... but God, I never want to lose him. and if I do... well... ill spend the rest of my life trying to find him... I love you, Teddy bear.. - love, Boo